Journal #1
Oct. 19, 2009

Well...Like the title, I really haven't used this in awhile. I've been like REALLY busy. I also have this massive headache right now.
Hmm...What to write about...
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Okay I got it!!
I'm going to talk about why I am longing for someone today! (Seriously I have really nothin' to talk about.)
Well, lately I've been feeling really attached toward this one person I should not be even LIKING. I have been always thinking about him, and I have a feeling that he likes me too, but he can't tell me or he'll be in trouble. Like deep $h!T tr-rah-a-ble. Anyway, enough cussing I think I like this person, and he has, without knowing, changed me into a better person. He is leaving this year, and I can't imagine going to school without him. Well, I don't want to think about that right now. Its way to sad to even write.
So I really don't know what to do. Should I try "burning bridges" so to speak? Or should I just build up the friendship and make it stronger so he doesn't easily forget about me? I'm just worried that he will forget about me when he moves on. Yeah...That is my biggest worry.
I love ranting like this. It really opens up my mind.
Well...
See YA!